Thoughts in AP Calculus

Absurdity of absurdities. My math teacher won't let me make use of the class Academic Tutor because I scored too high on my last test. Never mind it was the tutoring that helped me learn the material last time, not her! She says only the students who failed the test can use the tutor. This is absurd! The students who achieve the highest should have access to the tutors, not the slackers who can't even score a C. My math teacher and all public school teachers for that matter, can forgive everything but greatness; they've made mediocrity the standard for special privilege. It's disgusting. I feel like Sisyphus.